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Thursday, June 6, 2013

For this is the will

"Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you." (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)

The will of God is something that is on my mind probably always. When I make some decision I'm still left wondering if I'm doing what He would have me do. The different opportunities in front of me can be crippling because I don't choose any of them because I'm afraid I'm not doing what is "right" because I sometimes believe I can do what is right on my own.
But we are told that the will of God isn't just about the circumstances of our life. Our circumstances and decisions can be within or out of the context of His will, but they aren't the point.

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"Rejoice always": okay but like always? How does that even make sense, I pray. I need to cry out sometimes. Let's be realistic. But this isn't an emotional rejoicing, He answers. This is a rejoicing in your soul - one that says, 'it is well' because Jesus is alive and I am alive and I always will be because He is madly in love with me so I will rejoice even when I'm overcome with despair in this broken world. I will rejoice because God has made me His child again. I will rejoice because God is God.

"Pray without ceasing": okay but without ceasing? How do I pray when I'm having a conversation with someone else, or when I'm sleeping, I pray. You can pray without ceasing, He answers, by realizing your need without ceasing. By realizing your weakness and my strength and letting me strengthen you. Pray without ceasing, He says, by coming to me in humility without ceasing, by keeping me in conversation, by telling me about your worries and hopes and expectations. Pray without ceasing by recognizing and calling upon my presence always. My presence is without ceasing, He says - so should your prayer be to me. And when you don't think you have anything else to pray, pray for me to help you pray more. He wants to teach me to pray without ceasing because He will listen without ceasing because He is without ceasing.

"Give thanks in all circumstances": okay but in all circumstances? Sometimes I'm not thankful for my circumstances. Sometimes mine or someone else's circumstances make me feel anything but thankful, I pray. They actually sometimes really piss me off. Yes, I understand, that's what it means to live in this world, He answers. But giving thanks in all circumstances is giving thanks for Me. It is remembering my Sacrifice in all circumstances and being thankful for it because even when your circumstances are less-than-great, I still died so you could live and I want you to be thankful for that, He says. Give thanks in all circumstances because I am Who I say I am in all circumstances, He says.

We can rejoice, we can pray and we can give thanks - not because we are feeling extra holy today but because we are creature and God is Creator. We can do this always, without ceasing and in all circumstances, not because we are stable and in control and consistently obedient, but because we are a mess without the God who controls and convicts us.

I will do this only by His grace, which pulls me out of myself and allows me to do things like rejoice and pray and give thanks that my human nature cannot naturally do without His Spirit which lives in me and makes me less of me and more of Him.

At the core of my being i am full of joy and prayer and thanks because i am full of the Spirit. At the core of my being i am fulfilling the will of God because i have accepted Jesus and allowed the Spirit to fill me. That is it. It is finished. He lives. He has done it and He is satisfied and i live, too.

Thank God

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